I don’t know what it’s like to fall asleep before 2 a.m. anymore
:(
This semester’s been really rough on me and I really hate the horrible pattern I’ve fallen into. I stay up all night to get my work done, sleep less than five hours at a time, go to class and repeat the cycle all over again. The thing that sucks too is I stay up all night and when I finally leave I can’t figure out what it is I actually accomplished.
Then when I do get the chance to sleep because I managed to get get my work done, I go stir crazy and end up staying up just as late anyway.
My work’s also been very sub-par and am rarely proud of what I do.
What I’m trying to say is this situation isn’t cute and I’m glad this semester is almost over so I can reflect on my life choices and do better the time around.
Fuck, I think this is what being burned out feels like.
